My God

One of Friend said “ God is cruel…the whole world is fighting in the name of God”
One of My friend said “ there is no God…for me every living being is God”
My Father said “ if you are strong enough to take the responsibility of you own did and if you do not do anything you think is wrong…you do not have to care if God is there or not”
Another friend of mine said “ thinking about God …going to the temples at least once in a week stops me to do anything wrong”
My friend Canadian philosopher Peter says “ God is an enlightenment…if you reach there you will be free from the friction of vices and virtues that we always have in our mind …that will be eternal state of happiness”

When I was a kid my wishes are very less, which were always fulfilled by my parents, there was no difference between my wish and their wish. I never understood the need of god. I used to do whatever they told me to do, and even if I do something against their wish they used to punish me , there was no hidings, life was pretty simple.

I grow up, the wishes started became different and started mismatching. I wanted to study less, they wanted me to do good result. So I wished to have better result with my limited study…which is possibly a impossible wish..I started pray to god before my results come out to fulfill my parents wish. I started demand more and God came into my life.

I became a women. Men started came into my life I started getting into the relationships. Relationships always had their own frictions. To get out of those frictions I started depending on god. I always asked for perfection in those relationships. I started demanding impossible from my life. God became inevitable in my life.

I get into family life. People around me became very demanding. I wanted to see them happy. I prayed to god make them happy. It never happen. My life became pretty complicated with the people around me, got out of my control. Now I leave everything on God, I started believing everything is his/her wish… I am just trying to make my life simple.

Now I have my own understanding of God…that is simplicity.

Simplicity makes you cruel…cause then you become indifferent about the complication of practical life. When you are simple every leaving being to you are also simple to you as God. Praying to God and being scared of God is the simplest way of getting rid of vices. If your life is simple then you do not have to care about God’s existence. If you really reach the level of indifference towards the complications of practical life you reach the stage of eternal happiness…

lets be simple